There are times in our life where we sit and imagine on the what if's we have tackle at the back of our mind. And right now, I want to restart everything and wanting to do it all over again. There are many things I wish I didn't do and things I regretted for not doing it.
But this is life, we can't go back because this isn't magic. We don't have the time capsule. We don't time travel. All we have to do is to move forward and try not to make the same mistakes again. I am the type of person who over thinks little things and past memories when I am alone. Though I know it is an unhealthy habit but it serves as my comfort zone because the coldness within makes me feel safe.
One wish to myself is that I hope someday, I would learn how to be headstrong with the decisions and principles that I make. I am not that little girl anymore who runs away from trouble and pretend that nothing happened. I am not that little girl anymore who needs my parents and let them fix my problem.